I'm coming out... wait for it...
Jul. 18th, 2025 04:25 pmSo, Dreamwidth... it's been a bit. Sorry about the absence, but work got kind of crazy, and I ended up doing 12.5 hours of overtime (paid, thank the gods!) last week.
I've also been sorting out my feelings about this whole "complete loss of cartilage" and "probably needing a knee replacement surgery" thing.
And finally, I'm starting to want to really face the mental health challenges that have been plaguing me since I was about 16 or 17. That's three decades, so, enough.
I've been looking up how to make sure I make a good recovery and have the lowest chances of failure with the surgery. Failure rate is not necessarily that high, but regret rate is approximately 23%, one of, if not the highest regret rate of any surgery, all types combined. So I want to avoid that.
( TW for weight and health talk )
My appointment with an orthopedist is actually set. I'm seeing him on September 4, which is exactly two months after seeing my family doctor. I expected at least a 6-month wait, so I feel like this is boding really well for surgery being sooner rather than later. That's less time for me to get ready for it, but I'll do my best.
Now, I also have to work on the mental health aspects of the whole thing. I have pretty severe executive dysfunction stemming from depression. So that's another part of the work that needs to be done, in order to ensure the exercising mentioned under the cut gets done.
So, this is where the part you really came here for (or not) comes up.
( I'm coming out as...(TW for mention of substance use and abuse) )
I've also been sorting out my feelings about this whole "complete loss of cartilage" and "probably needing a knee replacement surgery" thing.
And finally, I'm starting to want to really face the mental health challenges that have been plaguing me since I was about 16 or 17. That's three decades, so, enough.
I've been looking up how to make sure I make a good recovery and have the lowest chances of failure with the surgery. Failure rate is not necessarily that high, but regret rate is approximately 23%, one of, if not the highest regret rate of any surgery, all types combined. So I want to avoid that.
( TW for weight and health talk )
My appointment with an orthopedist is actually set. I'm seeing him on September 4, which is exactly two months after seeing my family doctor. I expected at least a 6-month wait, so I feel like this is boding really well for surgery being sooner rather than later. That's less time for me to get ready for it, but I'll do my best.
Now, I also have to work on the mental health aspects of the whole thing. I have pretty severe executive dysfunction stemming from depression. So that's another part of the work that needs to be done, in order to ensure the exercising mentioned under the cut gets done.
So, this is where the part you really came here for (or not) comes up.
( I'm coming out as...(TW for mention of substance use and abuse) )